itchy palms

Mush and Gush

Your are my true love’s hope and my inspired adventure.
Forever friends. Lover always.
That part of my soul that enables me to come alive.

January 5

Currently the song I’m dedicating to Luke (mwahahaha!)

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“ Love is a friendship set to music. Quote by E. Joseph Cossman

Depending on what sort of music is accompanying our friendship at the time, the love we have for each other depicts a symphony craziness and fun.

January 4

I Love U (in pegs)
Taken by Luke

We were sitting outside in the undercover patio. A tangle of pegs caught my attention, they seemed to create pieces of letters I could somewhat recognize. While Luke occupied himself quietly with his mobile phone I began to transform the pegs into a phrase I dearly wanted to communicate to him while his attention was not on me. And when his attention was finally caught, my creation seemed to awe him. Then with a smile he kissed me.

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Shower Beauty
Taken by Me

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Juw Tracks

Songs I’m listening to while I’m indulging in tumblr g33kery…

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Conversations with G0d - Need vs Want?

j00wii: Hello?
G0d: Hi there :D
j00wii: Thank God you're here!
G0d: You're welcome
G0d: :D
G0d: Was there anything you needed from me?
j00wii: Where to start right? Like you don't get lists of requests as it is already?
G0d: I suppose? But I like to seperate between the needs and wants - but that's only because I know where to draw that line. People often mix up what they want as things they need.
j00wii: Riiight. *ponders*
j00wii: Then I suppose you can tell me what I need as opposed to what I want?
G0d: I can try my best.
G0d: :D
j00wii: Does that necessarily mean you won't help me get what I want?
G0d: Depends on how necessary?
j00wii: How will you know how necessary it is?
G0d: :) Often you will know almost straight away.
j00wii: I'm lost.
G0d: I know.
j00wii: I need answers. I need truth.
G0d: You want closure. You want re-assurance.
j00wii: What do I need G0d?
G0d: You need to believe in yourself.
j00wii: Who am I to deserve such courage?
G0d: You are someone who wants to believe the best in everyone. You are someone who posesses such a generous heart that it often scares you how much you love for other reasons than for yourself.
j00wii: I'm lost. I'm very lost.
G0d: You lack courage for yourself. You need faith.
j00wii: I have you for faith.
G0d: :D
G0d: Though sometimes as wonderful as spiritual faith is, one must have faith in ones mind, heart and soul to get the things they deserve for themselves.
j00wii: Will you help me find that courage? Can you help me figure out who I am so I can find that confidence that I need?
G0d: We can both only try our best.
j00wii: So... Where do I begin you suppose?
G0d: Where I suggest most people start child- isketch.net !! See you there in 5!
**** G0d signed out ****

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Foolish As Hope Can Be

Unreal Love I don’t really know how I got this far?
I still wonder why or how I managed to get this far ahead knowing what I know about the people I get involved with. Parts of my heart are still tainted with the poison of heartache and deception made so by people in my past however amazedly I’ve let myself trust again, even so somewhat reluctantly. It’s like I know what to expect but desperately hoping to be wrong. I suppose in a way I have no one else to blame but myself if things go badly. I let myself fall in love again, I didn’t even try to put up a big fight, I didn’t even attempt to distract myself from it. Some would probably call it foolish what I’m letting myself get into but if I get through this alive, I feel as if the experience will be some kind of wonderful.